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I'll start by talking about a topic we're all familiar with: technology.
Now, I don't know about you, but I'm quite happy with technology these days. My computer does everything that I want it to do, at a pretty good speed; my Dad has a fancy camera, but more importantly, he lets me use it; then there's various other gadgets of the 21st century, like 3D TVs and smartphones, and they're all pretty awesome.
And yet, it is often the case that we look back into the past, at, say, my parents' generation. They didn't have the luxury of computers, their cameras relied on film instead of pixels, and things like 3D were unheard of. Compared to our current living standards today, it's easy to think that life was 'hard' back then - but they lived through it quite happily. Perhaps, while they were writing letters instead of texts, they felt grateful that they had a postage system at all. In fact, they probably felt the same way as I do now: "Wow, we have this fancy new stuff like trams. It must've been hard when my parents [my grandparents] were my age, when they didn't have the luxury of trams."
What I'm trying to get at here is that the present is only relative. In the grand scheme of things, May 2012 isn't particularly special. We're not at the peak of the technological development curve - it's just that, from our current viewpoint, everything in the past was pretty sparse technology-wise. It makes me wonder... in 30 or so years' time, when I am at the age that my parents are now, are my children going to look back at May 2012 and think, "Wow, we have these fancy new stuff like [say] teleporters. It must've been hard when my Dad [me!] was my age, when he didn't have the luxury of teleporters."? Then I'd say to them, "Actually, son, life was pretty good. Back then, we had these great big things called buses that drive around on wheels and take us places.", at which point they'd ask about why these buses used wheels instead of solar-powered electromagnetic levitation.
In short, I'm quite happy with technology right now, but it's probably going to grow massively in the next few decades. I'm excited.
The interesting thing is how you can use the same thinking process for a vast number of areas, for which I'll list a few here (ranging from incredibly trivial to depressingly true):
- I'm doing pretty well at school. Looking back at my younger years, I'm amazed by how casually I took things, how much time I wasted, how much better I could've done, and yet, at the time, I felt on top of the world. It's strange thinking that one day, I'll probably look back at my current 17-year-old self, counting the hours that could've been better spent elsewhere, shocked by how naive I was [am... will be... the tenses are confusing].
- I've never been particularly successful in the Relationships department. There've been three times when I liked a girl, did something completely idiotic, then came out of it with the mindset of "Wow, that was stupid. I'd better not make that mistake again." (fortunately two of said situations turned out well). Each time I try to take a step back, in the belief that I'm infinitely more mature after that experience, and that the next time it'd be fine. Wash, rinse, repeat.
- I used to think that my Level 100 Sceptile with four Grass moves on Pokémon Sapphire was the best (this may be to blame for the lack of social success). Then he was replaced by a Choice Specs Yanmega, which I utterly (and worse, consciously) ruined by thinking, "Hm, Yanmega's Defense isn't too high, maybe I should give him some EVs in that." Some day, when I have a 31-IVs-in-everything Max-Attack Max-Speed Guts Facade Flame Orb Swellow, I'll probably look back at my current Max-Defense Mix-Attacking Carracosta like it's scum.
- Last one, I think - I really should put a length limit on my journals. I'm sure you'll agree that my MOCing has improved over the years, but at each stage I thought that the most recent one was perfect, despite it being far from that. There was a time that I thought the Shark wasn't a mess; there was a time that I thought the Air Titan's flawed shoulder system wasn't a big problem. Maybe there'll be a time when I'll think that Discharge is... well, I have no idea. The future is undefined, after all.
Anyway, I'm not sure exactly what the conclusion of this journal is. On one hand, it says "Don't take what you have now for granted.", while on the other hand, it says "Some day, you'll look back and wonder why you bothered." Either way, I hope you enjoyed the read; I certainly enjoyed writing it.
Older dog, old tricks
Yeah, it's been a while. My last activity on here was in December 2016; how time flies. I've done a lot of things in the last three years, none of which (I'm afraid) was deviantArt-related. I had other stuff to do, you know? I graduated from university with first class honours, got a job as a civil engineer, realised that concrete wasn't for me and became a software engineer instead. I went from coxing to rowing to coaching at my boat club, played for my college's first badminton team, and ran three half marathons. I sang solos in concerts that I organised, played in the university's most prestigious orchestra, and taught myself to play trombone. I became an event photographer and photographed three weddings. I spent almost a month in Japan, swam with dolphins, bought a car and promptly got on the receiving end of a crash (thankfully uninjured). I've been in two relationships, neither of which lasted more than five months, and I've lost count of the number of times I've been turned
Long-term neutral
This journal is in two halves: the first is a life update, and the second is about MOC groupshots.
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It looks like I’ve done a reflection journal every other year, going off two data points (let’s not delve into pre-2011 Rahiden, shall we?). I’ll keep it brief.
On the whole, 2016 was… eh. Neutral. I think we can all agree that 2016 was a bit of a shambles globally-speaking, though the repercussions have yet to make any tangible impact on my personal life so I shan’t let that bother me. On paper you could argue that my year was pretty substantial: I got a good grade in my exams this year, I dated a
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Quick update journal!
As you've probably gathered, university has brought my deviantArt activity to a virtual halt; this is the first journal I've written in almost a year, and I've only made one MOC so far in 2016. This is more of a statement than an apology, I suppose... Bionicle is towards the bottom of my priorities list now (below academics, many extracurriculars, and maintenance of a sufficient social life) and that's just how it is. There's material for a future journal on the topic of Guilty Sadness but I shan't make any promises about whether it'll come into fruition.
Anyway, the main point of this journal is to say that I won't be
The God Luck Charm
I used to be a hostile atheist.
I used to be that kid who would actively try to convince others that science, and thus atheism, was the only true way to live life, and that the beliefs of religion were simply wrong. “Look at all this evidence!” I would say. “We’ve proven this stuff! How can you still cling to that outdated nonsense?”
I used to enjoy mocking the Bible’s inconsistencies back when I wrote my first ever essay-style journal entry in early 2012, titled ‘My thoughts on religion’. While much of the material in it still applies, I detest that entry because it misses the point entirely
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Wow, thank you for the great read, i really enjoyed it.